Friday, July 18, 2014

Dreaming Wildly: Chapter 19

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Hind’s point of view:

I walked down to the kitchen to stuff my face with all the cartons of ice cream in the fridge to fill in this hole in my heart. I did like him a lot, I only really realized it when I knew my sister loved him. 7 billion people in the world and she ends up falling for 3bdulla! My 3bdulla! What were the damn odds! Wait did I just say my 3bdulla? But he isnt mine, he probably loves her too. I tried to push the thoughts out of my head. All I needed was my ice cream and to watch ‘the notebook’ for the third time today and cry my eyes out. If my parents were here they’d give me a long lecture about getting diabetes but of well they’re in Paris, the city of love having their time of their life.

I headed to the fridge and grabbed my large Ben and Jerry’s Cookie Dough ice cream, the only two men I needed in my life. I let out an annoyed puff.

Inty ‘3bya che swaiti y3ni ana maglt lch goly laha laish tgolyn?!” I heard someone say through gritted teeth angrily, they sounded familiar, I shut my eyes tightly and listened more intently this time.

Al7yn wla btadri ini a7bha! Shlon bagolaha? A9lan ma bt7acheni 3dl b3d ma 3rfat ina ilshaikha sara has feelings for me, I don’t even know what to do to you” he growled wait that’s 3bdulla, im so lost, love who? Not talk to who?

I tip toed the the guest room that was downstairs and peeked in the room, it was 3bdulla! His face was red like he was about to attack something or even worse someone! He did have a tamper issue when I think about it, but those eyes were frail and desperate, those beautiful hazel eyes that made me melt quicker than ice cream outside in the sun. Sara on the other hand was biting her fingers out of frustration and couldn’t even look up at his gaze.

I quickly grabbed my ice cream and just as I was about to sprint up the stairs I slipped, almost making a back-flip and had the ice cream splatter on the ceramic ground. I winced in pain my head hit the tip of the stairs really hard.

HIND” he hurried to my side. I held onto my head not being able to utter a letter, he held me and I saw his lips move but I couldn’t hear anything, I felt my tears slid down my cheeks and my vision started to blur, everything went black.

….

I sprung out of bed, waking up feeling pain rush through my head. “ouch” I squealed, turning to my right 3bdulla woke up immediately, wait 3bdulla? Here? In my room? On my bed??

Are you ok?” 3bdulla jumped to my side worried.

What are you doing here? Why am I here? What happened?” i blurted out quickly.

No no no no please no” he kept rambling and started walking around the room having both his hands holding the back of his neck, frustrated. I felt so confused.

No what? Youre here in my room 3bdulla” I rubbed my head and felt a huge bump right at the back of my head. He sprinted towards me and kissed the crown of my head lightly and kept thanking god. I have never been so confused in my life but Goosebumps still made their way through my entire body like a shock of electricity.

I’m so confused and youre worrying me, are you ok?

you fell and I remember when the doctor told us about your brain after the accident I was just so scared, I thought you lost your memory for a second, I just lost my mind when I saw you there in front of the stairs! Why didn’t you ask for help carrying all that ice cream! And you know I could’ve...” he started rambling again but I cut him half way. “3bdulla” I giggled not able to contain how adorable he looked.

3youna?” he said softly, I hesitated for a second, I cant, this cant happen, sara likes him! But I LOVE him! Ugh shut up hind!!

I’m fine I just need a panadol and no I did not lose my memory I clearly remember you” I giggled again while my heart ached. “now can you excuse me because I’m in my pyjama shorts” I looked down at my lap after my mind fully realized what just happened and what I was wearing.

I’m sorry” he covered his eyes and giggled as he tried to walk to the door using his other hand to not bump into anything.

3bdulla dgega bas2lk bs keep your eyes closed

Amray?” he smirked and my heart just lost it.

how long have I been well, um, unconscious?

wait what time is it?” he said still having his eyes closed.

its 3PM?

about 2 and a half, sorry I fell asleep next to you by the way, sara told me not to but I couldn’t just leave you alone” he replied softly, right at the mention of sara, there goes another dagger piercing its way in my heart.

no its fine I appreciate the help” I said trying not to show him im seconds away from breaking to pieces, thank god he cant see me because I’m sure my eyes would’ve told on me with all the tears hooked on, about to escape.

Lbsi sweat pants or whatever you feel comfortable wearing I want to talk to you about something” my heart skipped a beat and I swallowed hard, “or you can just keep those shorts on I don’t mind” he smirked, still covering his eyes. I threw the pillow at him. “OUT” I ordered giggling at him. He put both his hands up “asfeen asfeen” he chuckled.

3YOUNK” I threw another pillow at him. "TFDAAACH" he screamed, still laughing.

"close them" i replied quickly ignoring what he just said yet i still felt my cheeks heat up.

theyre closed I promise” I laughed “Yala change your clothes so I can talk to you” he suddenly repeated in all seriousness and there came the goosebumps rising again with fear this time.


Monday, July 14, 2014

Dreaming Wildly: Chapter 18


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A month later.

The sound of my phone vibrating against the wooden side table made its way to my eardrums waking me up from my slumber. I moaned in annoyance and reached out to my side table having only one eye open peeking for the sun was too bright for my eyes. Just seeing his name across my screen made my jump into a seated position onto my bed with eyes wide open and my heart skip a beat.

Hii” I whispered through the phone.

Heyy wainich?” he groaned.

Shfeek? I just woke up” I stretched my left arm that was unoccupied.

Its 8AM” I mentally punched myself countless times for forgetting to set up my alarm, ah-gain.

I’m so sorry I forgot to set up the alarm I think I accidently put it on PM instead of AM and I just..” I kept rambling through words trying to make sense.

Calm down 3adii ban6rich” he chuckled.

Bucks?

La t3ali t7t

Wait you’re downstairs” i shrieked.

Eh 9arli sa3a na6rich tgomeen

Sorry sorry sorry give me 30 minutes and I’ll be ready

10” I could feel him give me that scary glare.

20?” I tried the most innocent angelic voice possible.

15 minutes sharp not any later” he said strictly.

inshallah yala ciao

and I did shower within 7 minutes which gave me 8 minutes to blow dry my hair lightly and put it up in a high messy bun, wear my high-waist denim pants and a cropped black shirt that had the word “LOVE” in big white writing (that didn’t show my stomach really since my pants were high enough) and last but not least some mascara and nude lipstick. I quickly grabbed my phone off the charger and my MUI MUI clutch and sprinted down to the elevator and down to my knight in shinning armor.

Just when I was about to greet him he gave me his famous death stare.

Maryam” he said through gritted teeth which made a light gasp escape my lips.

Yeah?” all he did was point on my shirt.

My pants cover my stomach! Nothing shows really!” I said quickly before that glare makes me faint with fear.

If you lift your hands I assure you, youre entire stomach will show” he crossed his arms.

But I wont!” I protested.

Maryam” he pointed upstairs with a glare.

Fine” I puffed and dragged my feet back to the elevator, I heard him giggle though, I could be imagining, he can truly be hard headed sometimes.

I came back down wearing a kimono like eggplant purple loose cover up and a thin belt to keep it secure and not show my ‘stomach’ as MR M7AMMED claims it will.

Better?” I smiled tightly at him, he laughed.

Much better” as he took my hands into his and intertwined our fingers.

You know its because I’m jealous of other people seeing what is mine right?” I bit my lower lip and looked down at the ground as my cheeks flushed into a color of bright red, who said I need blusher when I have him in my life? Said by the famous hind herself. For an entire month, as each day progressed we got closer, inseparable and as each day progressed I fell deeper inlove with him and it scared me a little, I was simply falling too deep and I was afraid of getting hurt and getting stuck in that hole I made my self.
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Hinds point of view:

I woke up with a headache, yesterdays sisters night outs conversations replayed in my head for the millionth time causing me to wince in pain for my head is now throbbing even more. I still couldn’t believe sara, what were the odds! A9lan bainhm wayd its not even considerable, I kept repeating in my head but who was I fooling? Grandma and Grandpa’s age difference was almost 10 years!

* Flashback *

Sara and I were getting our popcorn, getting ready to go to the cinema but we still had a few minutes before the movie started.

We settled down and she went right at it.

Bagolich hind and I don’t want you to look at me like im some lunatic” I looked back at her with the ‘go on’ look.

I don’t know how to say this” her cheeks went into a light shade of baby pink.

3adi goly its only me” I placed my hand onto her shoulder to make her feel at ease.

Its 3bdulla I think I have this major crush on him” she giggled and my hands just dropped, so did my jaw and last but not surely not least, my heart.

Shfeech I thought you’d be happy for me” she stared back into my eyes widely, I felt all the blood escape my face for now I was completely and utterly pale.

I don’t mean to be a buzz kill saro bs like there’s a gap on the age difference, one that’s a little too big?” I looked at her with desperation, hoping she’d miraculously change her mind.

I don’t care about the age, I like how he cares for meme, I hope that one day he’d care for me that way” she smiled perkily.

I snapped out of the painful memory and decided to get out of bed and took a warm shower to clear my mind from any further imaginations of the future.

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No ones point of view:

He ushered her to the room with force.

What the hell did you do ?” he said through gritted teeth.

I did what we planned on” she grinned.

I open up to you and joke about it! I wasn’t serious! You have just caused serious damage, now she’ll never talk to me again” he let go of her arm and let out a sigh as he stared at the ceramic ground feeling helpless with his thoughts crashing through his mind.

I thought you wanted me to tell her to see how she reacts” she replied softly with fear of his next reaction.

I wasn’t serious, now she’ll never see me that way after what you told her” he whispered back with grief filling his voice.