Saturday, August 30, 2014

Dreaming Wildly: Chapter 20

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Hind's point of view: 
My heart was racing, i didnt know what to wear. Ok play cool hind, just breathe. I opened my closet and stared at it blankly. 

What to wear what to wear?! I felt frustrated and my mind was completely blank just to the fact that he was waiting in the living room for me. Ok sweats and a large sweater? Comfy? Yes? I'll look terrible though! Ugh hind you idiot your over thinking this! Ok plane V neck white shirt, grey sweats and hair into a high messy bun? Yes perfect, comfy and not over the top like I've been taking ages to figure out an outfit. 

I tied my hair up in a high messy bun quickly, grabbed my phone and walked to the living room taking short steps. I checked my phone to find a few missed calls from fara7, i ignored them and looked up to see 3bdulla smirking. 

"Sa3a 3la sweats only, lw '3airi bygoloon hathi tt3adal 7g 3rs" he chuckled, i hit him on his arm.
 
"Tawni fat7a 3aini! Ttwa8a3 a'3yr in two seconds" i crossed my arms and let out a puff.  

"Ilmhm ilmw'9o3 ily abi a7achech feh" he suddenly turned all serious like he did a few minutes ago in my room. 'Breathe hind' i kept repeating because with that serious face on I'll definitely forget to! 

"Shfek?" I managed to say hesitantly, i kept hoping he didnt notice how nervous i was. 

"Umm b9ara7a madri shlon agolich bs i5tich w ana..." Just as he was about to continue and my heart was about to break all over again my phone rang, it was fara7.  

"Sorry dgega lazm ard" i pointed on the phone and pressed my lips tightly. 

"Aloo shfeech?" I whispered. 

"HANODA! ANA SHFENI? INTY SHFEECH" she yelled through the phone with worry. 

"Faroo7 ! Mafeni shai! Shfeni?" I asked dumbfounded. 

"Tdrren lw ma rdaiti knt bayech! Mnn msa3a at9l w youm it9alt 7g baitkm Lilly radat! (The nanny) w galat ina 67ti w you fainted! Ana glt akeed m5rfa hal Lilly w t2lf 7achi bs youm ma rdaiti t9rga3t!" 
 

"9ij 67t" just as i was about to tell her that I'm fine she screamed over me. 

"HINDOOO MYNONA SHLON 6AY7A!!

"I'll explain when i see you, right now i really cant talk" my cheeks slightly heated up, i looked back at 3bdulla and he had the pillow to his face trying to hold back/cover the laughter. 

"I'M COMING NOW!" She roared back. 

"I have company, I'll call you later and tell you when to come" i tried to whisper back just so she can hear me. 

"Lykoun 7beb ilgalb" she said cheekily and my cheeks turned into a darker shade of red. 

"Faro7 I'll call you later" i barely whispered back. 

"Ma sma3t bs enjoy your time yal shai6ana and you're telling me everything tonight" i could swear i felt her facial expression turning into that evil cheeky smile with both her eyebrows dancing. 

"Fine yala bye" i urged myself to reply before closing the line.  

"Sorry about that" i turned to 3bdulla, he was still laughing.. 

"You're friends really love and worry about you haa?" He chuckled. 

"Eeh of course they do" i smiled proudly and continued "They're more than just friends their my sisters"

"7beb ilgalb 3yal" he smirked, my cheeks turned a million degrees hotter. 

"Haa shda5al w main a9lan?" I tried not to stutter, but failed greatly. 

"fara7 is quite loud" he chuckled. 

"F'6e7a hathi" i let out a light puff then realised what i said and bit the insides of my cheek.

"Wait shlon f'6e7a y3ni ana 9ij 7beb ilgalb w galb main" he smirked and leaned a little closer to my face, only a few centimeters away from him. His breathe tickled my lips and that's when i realized, way too close! I moved back and ignored what he said because my cheeks couldn't get any hotter, what happened to acting cool hind! I mentally slapped myself.  

"So you were saying before the phone call" i quickly said before things get more intense. 

"Your sister and i" he took a deep breathe 'please dont let what they have be real' i kept praying i my head. "Mthl ma hy i5tich hy i5ti" he took a deep breathe once more. "I honestly dont know how to tell you this but it was suppose to be a plan that wasn't suppose to really happen but your sister went on with it." I felt so lost. 

"What plan? What are you even talking about?

"Didn't sara tell you she had feeling for me?"  

"Yes? And how does that concern me" i pressed my lips so i wouldn't really let any tear escape.

"She lied about her feeling for me to only see how you reacted, well really i wanted to know how you'd react! i know its foolish of me to do so and it was just a thought! sara went on with the plan" he quickly said. 

"Huh?" A tear escaped, shit. He softly wiped it with his thumb and caressed my face ever so softly.

"I didnt want her to go with the plan, i just told her and i didnt mean it, i told her i love you and she went ahead with the plan to know if you did too, you overheard us today didnt you?"

"Wait you what?" I couldn't believe my ears, i had to hear that one more time.

"A7bich ya bint ilnass, mnn youm a7na yhal w inty ilwa7eda ily a7bha, w 7bi lch kl youm ykbar!! Youm yatw hni t3eshoon galbi tga6a3! 5ft! 5ft 7d thani ya54ich mni!! W youm 3raft 3an il7adith tmnaita feni wla fech ya hind!" He heart went soft and tears rolled down my cheeks, tears of relief, tears of happiness. 

My tongue got tied, i was speechless. A moment ago i thought he was going to tell me he loved my sister. I was still in so much shock. 

"Ma3arf shagolik wallah" i looked down at my lap "a7s ilsani inrb6" my tears continues to escape and he kept whipping them away.  

His face came closer to mine where we were an inch away "tell me you're going to finally be mine" he whispered softly. 
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Maryam's point of view:

We finished breakfast and now we were just walking around the streets with no location in mind. I was on his right with my left hand intertwined with his hand and my body leaning on him slightly. After walking aimlessly for awhile and having my knight in shining armor sweet talk me through it all, he had to go back home because of a quiz he had to study for. 

"Lw tabi bdarsk" i said innocently fluttering my eyelashes.

"I wish i could bs lw chftich ga3da jdami ma bagdar adrs" he chuckled.

"Laish!" I let out a dramatic gasp "you dont trust my teaching skills" i crossed my arms.

"La laa it's not that" he laughed while he put both his arms around my waist from behind and hugged me tightly, "your beauty is a distraction" he whispered through my ear and i felt his breathe tickle my ear. My cheeks turned into two of the reddest tomatoes to ever exist. 

"Ok fine" i managed to whisper back, this guy keeps getting me speechless. 

"Wain tabeni awa9lich 7yati?" He still held me from behind.

I turned still in his embrace and looked up since he was so tall compared to my short height, i ignored his the '7yati' well not really ignored because if i did really keep thinking about it my cheeks would probably explode, i was still not used to the sweet talk. "Bait hind? Mabi ag3ad bro7i and i finished all my essays".

He gave me a long kiss on the forehead "yala namshi".

He intertwined our hands again and walked back, having random conversations. We arrived within 20 minutes, i wished it could last longer, the seconds seem to pass so much faster when I'm with him which is depressing. 

I stood next to the door of hind's house. 

"Byyyeeeee" i grinned at him.

"Bs bye?" He lift one eyebrow "agol t3ali hni" i jumped in for a tight bear hug, closed my eyes tightly and breathed in his scent. 

"Study hard ok? I expect full marks" i warned while giggling.

He ignored my remark and looked in my eyes deeply "a7bich

"Sma3t shno glt?" i laughed.

"Haaa? La. a7bich" he repeated.

I laughed harder "bye 7mod" no i was still not able to say it face to face even though he's said it a few times already, did i say i few? Ops i meant at least twice a day for the past month. I giggled shyly "byeeee

Just as i was about to open the door (yes i had the key it was my cousins house) he held my hand, i tuned to find him smirking, "tra glt lch a7bich

"W ana glt lk bye" i covered my hand with the hand that was free.

"Fine I'll wait until your ready to say it" he chuckled. 

"Now go study" i giggled. 

"Bye 7bebti

"Bye" i waved as i got in, i just wanted to scream to the world and tell them how much i loved this idiot, my idiot.

I walked upstairs to go to hinds room, i wasn't even sure if she was home but oh well i could get Lilly to make me her amazing crepe with Nutella while i wait for either her or Sara. 

I peeked through the living room to see if anyone was there, 3BDULLA here?? What? Why! Owhhh now I've got to eavesdrop i could almost imagine the devil horns growing on my head. 

"Al7yn goly agdar agol ina inty ly?" He was holding her hand oh my god too cute! It's like watching a soap opera! Her cheeks were so red! I almost jumped up and down out of excitement but i had to be discrete.

"Madri shagolik 3bdulla y3ni ma9doma shwai 5lni afakr"

"Take all the time you need

I was still eavesdropping and no one has even noticed yet until a spider appeared and i let out a scream so loud that the entire city heard. 

"MARYAM" they both screamed in shock, they used no nickname, I'm screwed.

Friday, July 18, 2014

Dreaming Wildly: Chapter 19

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Hind’s point of view:

I walked down to the kitchen to stuff my face with all the cartons of ice cream in the fridge to fill in this hole in my heart. I did like him a lot, I only really realized it when I knew my sister loved him. 7 billion people in the world and she ends up falling for 3bdulla! My 3bdulla! What were the damn odds! Wait did I just say my 3bdulla? But he isnt mine, he probably loves her too. I tried to push the thoughts out of my head. All I needed was my ice cream and to watch ‘the notebook’ for the third time today and cry my eyes out. If my parents were here they’d give me a long lecture about getting diabetes but of well they’re in Paris, the city of love having their time of their life.

I headed to the fridge and grabbed my large Ben and Jerry’s Cookie Dough ice cream, the only two men I needed in my life. I let out an annoyed puff.

Inty ‘3bya che swaiti y3ni ana maglt lch goly laha laish tgolyn?!” I heard someone say through gritted teeth angrily, they sounded familiar, I shut my eyes tightly and listened more intently this time.

Al7yn wla btadri ini a7bha! Shlon bagolaha? A9lan ma bt7acheni 3dl b3d ma 3rfat ina ilshaikha sara has feelings for me, I don’t even know what to do to you” he growled wait that’s 3bdulla, im so lost, love who? Not talk to who?

I tip toed the the guest room that was downstairs and peeked in the room, it was 3bdulla! His face was red like he was about to attack something or even worse someone! He did have a tamper issue when I think about it, but those eyes were frail and desperate, those beautiful hazel eyes that made me melt quicker than ice cream outside in the sun. Sara on the other hand was biting her fingers out of frustration and couldn’t even look up at his gaze.

I quickly grabbed my ice cream and just as I was about to sprint up the stairs I slipped, almost making a back-flip and had the ice cream splatter on the ceramic ground. I winced in pain my head hit the tip of the stairs really hard.

HIND” he hurried to my side. I held onto my head not being able to utter a letter, he held me and I saw his lips move but I couldn’t hear anything, I felt my tears slid down my cheeks and my vision started to blur, everything went black.

….

I sprung out of bed, waking up feeling pain rush through my head. “ouch” I squealed, turning to my right 3bdulla woke up immediately, wait 3bdulla? Here? In my room? On my bed??

Are you ok?” 3bdulla jumped to my side worried.

What are you doing here? Why am I here? What happened?” i blurted out quickly.

No no no no please no” he kept rambling and started walking around the room having both his hands holding the back of his neck, frustrated. I felt so confused.

No what? Youre here in my room 3bdulla” I rubbed my head and felt a huge bump right at the back of my head. He sprinted towards me and kissed the crown of my head lightly and kept thanking god. I have never been so confused in my life but Goosebumps still made their way through my entire body like a shock of electricity.

I’m so confused and youre worrying me, are you ok?

you fell and I remember when the doctor told us about your brain after the accident I was just so scared, I thought you lost your memory for a second, I just lost my mind when I saw you there in front of the stairs! Why didn’t you ask for help carrying all that ice cream! And you know I could’ve...” he started rambling again but I cut him half way. “3bdulla” I giggled not able to contain how adorable he looked.

3youna?” he said softly, I hesitated for a second, I cant, this cant happen, sara likes him! But I LOVE him! Ugh shut up hind!!

I’m fine I just need a panadol and no I did not lose my memory I clearly remember you” I giggled again while my heart ached. “now can you excuse me because I’m in my pyjama shorts” I looked down at my lap after my mind fully realized what just happened and what I was wearing.

I’m sorry” he covered his eyes and giggled as he tried to walk to the door using his other hand to not bump into anything.

3bdulla dgega bas2lk bs keep your eyes closed

Amray?” he smirked and my heart just lost it.

how long have I been well, um, unconscious?

wait what time is it?” he said still having his eyes closed.

its 3PM?

about 2 and a half, sorry I fell asleep next to you by the way, sara told me not to but I couldn’t just leave you alone” he replied softly, right at the mention of sara, there goes another dagger piercing its way in my heart.

no its fine I appreciate the help” I said trying not to show him im seconds away from breaking to pieces, thank god he cant see me because I’m sure my eyes would’ve told on me with all the tears hooked on, about to escape.

Lbsi sweat pants or whatever you feel comfortable wearing I want to talk to you about something” my heart skipped a beat and I swallowed hard, “or you can just keep those shorts on I don’t mind” he smirked, still covering his eyes. I threw the pillow at him. “OUT” I ordered giggling at him. He put both his hands up “asfeen asfeen” he chuckled.

3YOUNK” I threw another pillow at him. "TFDAAACH" he screamed, still laughing.

"close them" i replied quickly ignoring what he just said yet i still felt my cheeks heat up.

theyre closed I promise” I laughed “Yala change your clothes so I can talk to you” he suddenly repeated in all seriousness and there came the goosebumps rising again with fear this time.


Monday, July 14, 2014

Dreaming Wildly: Chapter 18


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A month later.

The sound of my phone vibrating against the wooden side table made its way to my eardrums waking me up from my slumber. I moaned in annoyance and reached out to my side table having only one eye open peeking for the sun was too bright for my eyes. Just seeing his name across my screen made my jump into a seated position onto my bed with eyes wide open and my heart skip a beat.

Hii” I whispered through the phone.

Heyy wainich?” he groaned.

Shfeek? I just woke up” I stretched my left arm that was unoccupied.

Its 8AM” I mentally punched myself countless times for forgetting to set up my alarm, ah-gain.

I’m so sorry I forgot to set up the alarm I think I accidently put it on PM instead of AM and I just..” I kept rambling through words trying to make sense.

Calm down 3adii ban6rich” he chuckled.

Bucks?

La t3ali t7t

Wait you’re downstairs” i shrieked.

Eh 9arli sa3a na6rich tgomeen

Sorry sorry sorry give me 30 minutes and I’ll be ready

10” I could feel him give me that scary glare.

20?” I tried the most innocent angelic voice possible.

15 minutes sharp not any later” he said strictly.

inshallah yala ciao

and I did shower within 7 minutes which gave me 8 minutes to blow dry my hair lightly and put it up in a high messy bun, wear my high-waist denim pants and a cropped black shirt that had the word “LOVE” in big white writing (that didn’t show my stomach really since my pants were high enough) and last but not least some mascara and nude lipstick. I quickly grabbed my phone off the charger and my MUI MUI clutch and sprinted down to the elevator and down to my knight in shinning armor.

Just when I was about to greet him he gave me his famous death stare.

Maryam” he said through gritted teeth which made a light gasp escape my lips.

Yeah?” all he did was point on my shirt.

My pants cover my stomach! Nothing shows really!” I said quickly before that glare makes me faint with fear.

If you lift your hands I assure you, youre entire stomach will show” he crossed his arms.

But I wont!” I protested.

Maryam” he pointed upstairs with a glare.

Fine” I puffed and dragged my feet back to the elevator, I heard him giggle though, I could be imagining, he can truly be hard headed sometimes.

I came back down wearing a kimono like eggplant purple loose cover up and a thin belt to keep it secure and not show my ‘stomach’ as MR M7AMMED claims it will.

Better?” I smiled tightly at him, he laughed.

Much better” as he took my hands into his and intertwined our fingers.

You know its because I’m jealous of other people seeing what is mine right?” I bit my lower lip and looked down at the ground as my cheeks flushed into a color of bright red, who said I need blusher when I have him in my life? Said by the famous hind herself. For an entire month, as each day progressed we got closer, inseparable and as each day progressed I fell deeper inlove with him and it scared me a little, I was simply falling too deep and I was afraid of getting hurt and getting stuck in that hole I made my self.
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Hinds point of view:

I woke up with a headache, yesterdays sisters night outs conversations replayed in my head for the millionth time causing me to wince in pain for my head is now throbbing even more. I still couldn’t believe sara, what were the odds! A9lan bainhm wayd its not even considerable, I kept repeating in my head but who was I fooling? Grandma and Grandpa’s age difference was almost 10 years!

* Flashback *

Sara and I were getting our popcorn, getting ready to go to the cinema but we still had a few minutes before the movie started.

We settled down and she went right at it.

Bagolich hind and I don’t want you to look at me like im some lunatic” I looked back at her with the ‘go on’ look.

I don’t know how to say this” her cheeks went into a light shade of baby pink.

3adi goly its only me” I placed my hand onto her shoulder to make her feel at ease.

Its 3bdulla I think I have this major crush on him” she giggled and my hands just dropped, so did my jaw and last but not surely not least, my heart.

Shfeech I thought you’d be happy for me” she stared back into my eyes widely, I felt all the blood escape my face for now I was completely and utterly pale.

I don’t mean to be a buzz kill saro bs like there’s a gap on the age difference, one that’s a little too big?” I looked at her with desperation, hoping she’d miraculously change her mind.

I don’t care about the age, I like how he cares for meme, I hope that one day he’d care for me that way” she smiled perkily.

I snapped out of the painful memory and decided to get out of bed and took a warm shower to clear my mind from any further imaginations of the future.

…..

No ones point of view:

He ushered her to the room with force.

What the hell did you do ?” he said through gritted teeth.

I did what we planned on” she grinned.

I open up to you and joke about it! I wasn’t serious! You have just caused serious damage, now she’ll never talk to me again” he let go of her arm and let out a sigh as he stared at the ceramic ground feeling helpless with his thoughts crashing through his mind.

I thought you wanted me to tell her to see how she reacts” she replied softly with fear of his next reaction.

I wasn’t serious, now she’ll never see me that way after what you told her” he whispered back with grief filling his voice. 




Tuesday, March 18, 2014

Dreaming Wildly: Chapter 17

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We got in and as each step progressed and got closer to our table my hearts beat fastened. We passed by tons of tables and a couple weren’t occupied but we still didn’t get to sit in them.

i tugged on m7ammeds blazer "Wain byg3dna? We passed through almost the entire restaurant!"

"Just wait i have a special reservation made" he winked then gave me a gentle smile.

We walked just a little more until we got to the end of the place where there was a round table with red and white lit candles that smelled of a rich lavender, the lights were dim and there was a red draped curtain to cover up the area for privacy. On my side of the table laid a bouquet of red roses that consisted of about 45-50 roses.

I just stood there, filled with overwhelming happiness that started to rise within me. I was completely speechless.

"You like it?" he smirked.

"I love it! Its perfect!" I lightly pinched my thigh to remind myself that ALL this is real! That I’m not just imagining all this in a dream.

"I'm glad you did" he smiled, "After you" he pulled out my chair and held the roses in his left hand. 

So how’s uni going on with you?” he tried to make conversation since I was beyond shy and my cheeks red as a tomato.

It’s been alright but I haven’t gone much for the past 2 weeks with everything going on

By everything do you mean me?” he smirked mischievously.

No” I crossed my arms and my and lift one eyebrow.

Really?” he side smirked and stared back at me intensely making my heart flutter, damn those eyes make me weak.

Yes really!” both his eyebrows shot up making his eyes grow slightly wider hence, making his beautiful hazel eyes pop out even more. Right there and then I gave up. “Ok fine you might have and I am saying might have been partly the reason” I giggled it off and stared at my lap since his eyes now turned softer, more gentle, and his lips curled into a perfect mixture of a smirk and a smile all together. I didn’t think it was possible but here goes m7ammed proving me wrong and unleashing a wild amount of butterflies or might I say, animals. 

B3d galbi hal 5doud il7mr

You know you aren’t making this any easier on me” he chuckled at my remark.

This is just the beginning” he smirked.

I looked up and met his eyes “Can you not do that” oh his eyes.

Do what?

Nothing” what I couldn’t tell him to stop looking so damn handsome and to be so adorable, ok inside voice shut up, I bit my lower lip.

THAT” he pointed at my lips “I told you not to do that” he looked so serious yet his cheek muscles couldn’t bare it anymore and I just bursted out with laughter and so did he, the place filled up with his laugh that made me weak to my knees but in this case, weak to my tongue since I could barely utter a word with my red cheeks getting the better of me.

Ok ok I’ll try! * Giggle * it’s a habit that is extremely hard to break

I know

Is there anything you don’t know about me Mr m7ammed?” I crossed my arms tightly.

You tell me” he replied softly. My cheeks reddened. “chofy ilmenu 3shan n6lb” he changed the subject not to tense up the mood with my stupid cheeks turning red every Nano second.

After a few minutes we ordered and kept chatting about random things like the future, our goals, dreams and even some embarrassing childhood memories we had together.

There’s something I’ve been wanting to tell you for awhile” he looked at me intensely making my heart skip a few beats.

Yeah?” I took a sip from my lemon with mint drink.

We’ve been talking about our futures but now I want to tell you a few things about my past” his eyes still stared back at mine, now being a little watery which made me want to jump up and hug him tightly.

Are you ok?” I held onto his hand. “I will be” he mumbled.

So I know you know a little part of my past” I swallowed, hard.

Do you mean the girls?” I replied then gasped, stupid Maryam just keep your damn mouth shut and let the man speak. “Hey hey 3adi” he chuckled “yes the girls, I want to tell you how it all started and why it did”. I just nodded, a sign to say go on.

So I had a younger brother, you don’t remember him much because the time we hanged out as kids was the time Aisha’s parents incident happened” I listened intently as he took a deep breath before continuing. “on my senior year things started to collapse, I was already frustrated with my studies but then abdulziz happened. He suddenly couldn’t breathe properly and when we took him to get it checked, he had rare fatal lung disease.” I held onto his hand. “he was just 15 at the time and the disease took over him, he passed away on april, two months before my graduation” his eyes started gleaming with tears and I clutched onto his hand more tightly. He cleared his throat, “so after I graduated I was still in that dark place, I went to uni here and that’s when the messed up time in my life came up, I wanted that empty hole to be filled in any way and I took the reckless road, I started talking to countless girls all at the same time, foolish of me to think it would make me feel better. It didn’t not even close, I kept up on t he same road for about 4 years but this mistake that has lasted so long is still keeping up to me now. People still make rumors of wld ilflani and who he still takes to dozens of girls but I swear to you this stopped long ago and that’s how you knew right?” he stared back into my eyes “Yes” I whispered back “I’m sorry”. “You shouldn’t be, you were only looking out for yourself! So that’s the reckless story of my past I want to escape, yet it made me the person I am today, allah yr7mh.

Allah yr7mh” I murmured back. I looked at his eyes and one tear slid down his cheek, my heart broke immediately and he wiped it off quickly not wanting me to notice. I got up and pulled him up, giving him the tightest hug I can ever give anyone.

I’m sorry, im not really used to this, this is the very first time for me to well express my emotions and tell someone what happened” he hugged me back tighter. “You can trust me” “I know” he whispered back.

We let go and sit back in our seats, I decided to tell him.

Since you told me about your past you deserve to know about mine” I looked down on my lap.

He pulled his chair closer to me and life my chin with his right hand.

We’re not like the usual couple” he chuckled and the word 'couple' made my heart stop for a second, was i taking it too fast? i brushed away my thoughts an listened to him “if you don’t feel ready you don’t have to tell me just yet” he smiled.

Mnn awal youm w glna kl shai 7g b3’6” I giggled, his touch eased me up and got me a little more comfortable than I was. It was something about his touch that got me at peace.

So this happened a while ago, almost a year and maybe 9 months?” I thought to myself he gave me the ‘go on’ nod.

Ilmhm we were together, for around 2-3 years so I was really attached to him, he asked for my hand and my parents said yes. 2 months later he leaves me for my bestfriend 3anoud, I haven’t talked or seen any of them ever since” I took I deep breath.

but I’m completely over him” I smiled to him.

I’m not sorry about that” I looked at him shocked but he had a side smirk fixed onto his face.

You don’t need to be but why?” I looked at him curiously.

Selfish of me because if he didn’t leave you” he held onto my hands tightly “We wouldn’t be here today”.