Dreaming Wildly: Chapter 17

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We got in and as each step progressed and got closer to our table my hearts beat fastened. We passed by tons of tables and a couple weren’t occupied but we still didn’t get to sit in them.

i tugged on m7ammeds blazer "Wain byg3dna? We passed through almost the entire restaurant!"

"Just wait i have a special reservation made" he winked then gave me a gentle smile.

We walked just a little more until we got to the end of the place where there was a round table with red and white lit candles that smelled of a rich lavender, the lights were dim and there was a red draped curtain to cover up the area for privacy. On my side of the table laid a bouquet of red roses that consisted of about 45-50 roses.

I just stood there, filled with overwhelming happiness that started to rise within me. I was completely speechless.

"You like it?" he smirked.

"I love it! Its perfect!" I lightly pinched my thigh to remind myself that ALL this is real! That I’m not just imagining all this in a dream.

"I'm glad you did" he smiled, "After you" he pulled out my chair and held the roses in his left hand. 

“So how’s uni going on with you?” he tried to make conversation since I was beyond shy and my cheeks red as a tomato.

“It’s been alright but I haven’t gone much for the past 2 weeks with everything going on”

“By everything do you mean me?” he smirked mischievously.

“No” I crossed my arms and my and lift one eyebrow.

“Really?” he side smirked and stared back at me intensely making my heart flutter, damn those eyes make me weak.

“Yes really!” both his eyebrows shot up making his eyes grow slightly wider hence, making his beautiful hazel eyes pop out even more. Right there and then I gave up. “Ok fine you might have and I am saying might have been partly the reason” I giggled it off and stared at my lap since his eyes now turned softer, more gentle, and his lips curled into a perfect mixture of a smirk and a smile all together. I didn’t think it was possible but here goes m7ammed proving me wrong and unleashing a wild amount of butterflies or might I say, animals. 

“B3d galbi hal 5doud il7mr”

“You know you aren’t making this any easier on me” he chuckled at my remark.

“This is just the beginning” he smirked.

I looked up and met his eyes “Can you not do that” oh his eyes.

“Do what?”

“Nothing” what I couldn’t tell him to stop looking so damn handsome and to be so adorable, ok inside voice shut up, I bit my lower lip.

“THAT” he pointed at my lips “I told you not to do that” he looked so serious yet his cheek muscles couldn’t bare it anymore and I just bursted out with laughter and so did he, the place filled up with his laugh that made me weak to my knees but in this case, weak to my tongue since I could barely utter a word with my red cheeks getting the better of me.

“Ok ok I’ll try! * Giggle * it’s a habit that is extremely hard to break”

“I know”

“Is there anything you don’t know about me Mr m7ammed?” I crossed my arms tightly.

“You tell me” he replied softly. My cheeks reddened. “chofy ilmenu 3shan n6lb” he changed the subject not to tense up the mood with my stupid cheeks turning red every Nano second.

After a few minutes we ordered and kept chatting about random things like the future, our goals, dreams and even some embarrassing childhood memories we had together.

“There’s something I’ve been wanting to tell you for awhile” he looked at me intensely making my heart skip a few beats.

“Yeah?” I took a sip from my lemon with mint drink.

“We’ve been talking about our futures but now I want to tell you a few things about my past” his eyes still stared back at mine, now being a little watery which made me want to jump up and hug him tightly.

“Are you ok?” I held onto his hand. “I will be” he mumbled.

“So I know you know a little part of my past” I swallowed, hard.

“Do you mean the girls?” I replied then gasped, stupid Maryam just keep your damn mouth shut and let the man speak. “Hey hey 3adi” he chuckled “yes the girls, I want to tell you how it all started and why it did”. I just nodded, a sign to say go on.

“So I had a younger brother, you don’t remember him much because the time we hanged out as kids was the time Aisha’s parents incident happened” I listened intently as he took a deep breath before continuing. “on my senior year things started to collapse, I was already frustrated with my studies but then abdulziz happened. He suddenly couldn’t breathe properly and when we took him to get it checked, he had rare fatal lung disease.” I held onto his hand. “he was just 15 at the time and the disease took over him, he passed away on april, two months before my graduation” his eyes started gleaming with tears and I clutched onto his hand more tightly. He cleared his throat, “so after I graduated I was still in that dark place, I went to uni here and that’s when the messed up time in my life came up, I wanted that empty hole to be filled in any way and I took the reckless road, I started talking to countless girls all at the same time, foolish of me to think it would make me feel better. It didn’t not even close, I kept up on t he same road for about 4 years but this mistake that has lasted so long is still keeping up to me now. People still make rumors of wld ilflani and who he still takes to dozens of girls but I swear to you this stopped long ago and that’s how you knew right?” he stared back into my eyes “Yes” I whispered back “I’m sorry”. “You shouldn’t be, you were only looking out for yourself! So that’s the reckless story of my past I want to escape, yet it made me the person I am today, allah yr7mh.”

“Allah yr7mh” I murmured back. I looked at his eyes and one tear slid down his cheek, my heart broke immediately and he wiped it off quickly not wanting me to notice. I got up and pulled him up, giving him the tightest hug I can ever give anyone.

“I’m sorry, im not really used to this, this is the very first time for me to well express my emotions and tell someone what happened” he hugged me back tighter. “You can trust me” “I know” he whispered back.

We let go and sit back in our seats, I decided to tell him.

“Since you told me about your past you deserve to know about mine” I looked down on my lap.

He pulled his chair closer to me and life my chin with his right hand.

“We’re not like the usual couple” he chuckled and the word 'couple' made my heart stop for a second, was i taking it too fast? i brushed away my thoughts an listened to him “if you don’t feel ready you don’t have to tell me just yet” he smiled.

“Mnn awal youm w glna kl shai 7g b3’6” I giggled, his touch eased me up and got me a little more comfortable than I was. It was something about his touch that got me at peace.

“So this happened a while ago, almost a year and maybe 9 months?” I thought to myself he gave me the ‘go on’ nod.

“Ilmhm we were together, for around 2-3 years so I was really attached to him, he asked for my hand and my parents said yes. 2 months later he leaves me for my bestfriend 3anoud, I haven’t talked or seen any of them ever since” I took I deep breath.

“but I’m completely over him” I smiled to him.

“I’m not sorry about that” I looked at him shocked but he had a side smirk fixed onto his face.

“You don’t need to be but why?” I looked at him curiously.

“Selfish of me because if he didn’t leave you” he held onto my hands tightly “We wouldn’t be here today”.