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"Fahood" I shrieked "la-ish h-h-ind hni SH9AR" I managed to speak in between my sobs. I stuttered when it came to hinds name I wasn't able to grasp what was happening.
Fahad helped me up and walked me to the chairs. I kept crying and crying, simply visualizing how she looked like makes me break down even more. Her face was filled with huge bruises, a deathly scar on her forehead, her left leg and right hand were casted.
Fahood was Hinds older brother, 3yaal 3mi a7mad. He kept caressing my back until I calmed down.
"Fahood, explain please"
"*sigh* about a week ago she was walking to the grocery store when a car crashed into her" my tears started to flow again.
"Why didn't anyone know?! No one in our family knows by this news right?*sniff*" i was furious yet crushed.
"No, my dad said it would be best if we didn't tell anyone until she's out of the ICU and when her health starts to improve *sigh*"
"Waina 3mi a7mad??"
"He just went back to the hotel to shower and change his clothes with my mum"
He looked devastated, his eyes said it all. They were red and puffy.
"Where's saro?"
"She went downstairs to get us something to eat"
"Be honest, has she improved?" i was too scared to ask.
"She has but there's a possibility of memory loss" a tear rolled down his cheeks. "The doctor said because she was hit with a strong force she had a Hemorrhagic stroke causing a blood vessel in the brain to rupture". I was in complete shock I didn't know what to say, my jaw simply dropped as more tears started to flood my eyes. His eyes reddened and I could see how strong he was fighting the urge to burst into tears.
All I could say was "Inshallah tgoom blsalama w lazm in5ali emana ib allah gwi"
"MEME" I knew that voice, it was sara. I stood up and she ran towards me giving me the tightest hug as she sobbed. She grow up so much, I haven't seen her in almost 2 years because of how busy I was.
"I'm so glad you're here"
"7bebtii it'll be alright inshallah" I held in my tears. I had to be strong! Her sister was 19 and we were older so we had to be the shoulder she can lean on. Fahad was 27, just a year older than 3bood.
"Fahood"
"n3am"
"Lazm tgool 7g uboi w umi, they have to know"
"Inshallah bs mthl ma gltlich when she gets better"
"Saro I'll go tell faroo7 and lulu you want to come?"
"They're here??"
"Yup, yala t3alii"
So the story about hind is that she's my age, just 2 months difference. She has been my other half ever since we were kids but she had to move to london with her entire family as soon as she graduated from high-school because her dad had a job offer and so the family moved with him. Hind, fara7, lulu and I were the inseparable best friends. I kept hoping and praying she would wake up again so we would go back to our old days.
We walked to where lulu and fara7 were and we broke the news to them, we started crying again and it was chaotic.
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15 days have passed by and there have been improvements on hind. She can now finally go to a regular room after being stuck in the ICU for 3 weeks, she's still unconscious which is worrying all of us. Fara7, lulu, sara, fahad and I have been talking to her every single day telling her how our days were because the doctor said it might help. Her parents were still a mess.
I was beyond the point of being depressed. It was a daily routine of waking up super early going to the hospital for an hour then I would head to uni and then go back to the hospital and stay there until its around 12 Am. I barely got any sleep, I was physically, mentally and emotionally drained in all ways possible but that didn't keep me from hoping for the best and praying.
i havent talked to my family ever since i knew about the tragic news, i knew by just hearing there voice i would break down and tell them which i couldn't. i just texted them telling them how busy i've been and 3bood was quite sad that i've been missing our weekend skype calls but he said he understood i was busy.
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I got coffee from starbucks on my way to the hospital to give me a dash of energy.
Fara7 and lulu were on the tiny sofa in the room, looks like they fell asleep. CUTE. I sat on the leather chair next to the bed and did the usual which was updating her about the daily news.
"So today was the usual boring day at uni *sigh* oh Mr. Thomas asked gave us a surprise test today I think I aced it, well I'm hoping I did *giggle* remember m7med? My dads best friends son, the hottie I told you about *giggle* well we've got quite close. Today we both walked to uni together and it was adorable. You know I think I'm really starting to get a thing for him *sigh*"
I kept talking to her about random topics just like old times, I got used to talking to her, I just wish she would reply and not make me seem like a maniac talking to myself.
As I was heading to the door, on my way to the cafeteria, two people outside stopped me. The two voices were very familiar, masculine voices for sure! I shut my eyes tightly, trying to focus on the two guys. I was kind of eavesdropping but the hell with that they sounded serious. Wait that's fahad and M7AMMED! What was he doing here! and how did he know MY cousin fahad!
"7mood how is she doing?"
"*sigh* she still looks exhausted every morning but I'm really trying to brighten up her mood with everything happening with your sister"
"I know, they were like inseparable sisters bs shnsawi, allah kareem"
"7bebi fahood inshallah btt7asaan lt5aff btgoom greeb inshallah"
"Inshallah! mshkoor 7mood mtga9r wallah"
"Fahod shda3wa int u5oi! Mla da3i tshkrni"
Just as I was twisting the doorknob some loud beeping sounds are coming out of the machine and I started to panic. I opened the door and yell for help. M7med and fahad sprint into the room and fara7 and lulu jump up out of sleep. I felt my chest tighten I was petrified at that moment and my heart kept hammering against my chest.
The doctor ran in and checked the machines. My eyes filled up with tears that started trickling down my cheeks feeling endless. This cant be happening! not now, not when she was finally getting better.
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