Dreaming Wildly: Chapter 12

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Hinds point of view:

I was sleeping peacefully when I suddenly heard someone hiss my name, I ignored it and grabbed the ice cold blankets and covered my face.

“Hiind get up” 3bdulla nagged. Knowing it was him made me jump out of bed.

“What are you doing here” I rubbed my eyes “and what time is it”

“its 10 now get up I’m dead bored!”

“Wain fahood 3anik?”

“gaal 3inda sh’3l w byt25r”

“and meem?” I yawned I was still exhausted, overthinking kept me up last night.

“I know when my sister isnt feeling umm, well, herself”

“What do you mean?” I answered, clueless.

“shes depressed so she needs her sleep”

“Wait what?” crap how did he know?! My head spun out of frustration.

“I’ve seen how she gets when she’s depressed remember abdulrahman?”

“Oh that, ok I’m coming in just 5 minutes I want to take a quick shower and change” I awkwardly looked down at my clothes. Baby pink shorts with white polka dots and a white tank with a Minnie Mouse print. I love my cartoons don’t blame me.

“ok but don’t take too long”

He left the room and as always my thought attacked me. Mostly about how I wish I had him in my life the way I want him to be.

After showering I wore my grey juicy training suit and let my wet hair down to let it naturally dry.

He was sitting on the black leather couch. He was so engrossed to what he was staring back at him phone that he didn’t even notice that I came.

“Earth to 3dbulla”

“Oh ha” he seemed startled and immediately locked his Iphone which was quite suspicious. “Didn’t I tell you not to call me that” he looked at me with one eye brow raised.

“Opps” I fluttered my eyelashes to cover it up but who was I kidding? It wasn’t going to work with him he just sees me as this kid. I let out a sigh and started walking to my room to grab my handbag.

3bdulla’s point of view:

She looked beautiful even with her wet hair and no makeup self. She was still the prettiest lady I have ever laid my eyes on. She fluttered her eyelashes and so did my heart. What would she see in me? I was just the crazy cousin to her. I was nothing. I kept staring at her and she suddenly started walking back to her room.

“Waiin ray7a??” I got up quickly.

“in6r I’ll just get my bag and my sunglasses so we go out for breakfast”

As soon as she walked away I checked my phone one last time and saw her picture that I’ve been staring at for the last 30 minutes. A smile creped onto my lips. It was a picture of us as kids, she wore a light pink tutu dress and I had a suit on. It was shot at the perfect moment. I remember teasing her about some sweets I got and refused to give her until she gave me a peck onto my cheeks. I didn’t give her sweets at first I wanted her to kiss both cheeks but she ran to her mother declaring I wouldn’t give her any. I loved getting her frustrated even now. The way she reacted always made my day. It was simply entertaining to see her get mad, she looked adorable but who was I to say such a thing. I’m nothing to her.

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Mohammed’s point of view:

Having Aisha here really helped me but that gap feeling is still there. It was like when 3bdulaziz just left. That empty feeling. I didn’t ever think I could get attached to a girl in such little time. Its been a month and it already feels like I’ve known her for a century. Maybe I’m just over reacting, this is probably just 3bdulaziz, may he rest in peace, I brushed my thoughts away and tried focusing on the English paper I had to give in tomorrow.

Somehow I ended up writing down my thoughts. I still refused to talk about them. It wasn’t like I didn’t want to, I just didn’t know how to.

“as hard as it is to admit, but I miss you. Where are you now, messing around with me telling you’ll charm my wife into having her all for yourself because you kept saying I will be able to find the right one, telling me you’ll be the coolest uncle and take my kids wherever they wanted and do everything they wanted. You told me you’d be there for me, but where are you now? You’ve left a hole in my heart. A hole that will never be filled again. A hole of pain and misery, where my depression lies. Where are you when I need you most.”

I tried hard to swallow the lump in my throat, I sealed in the tears but eventually they escaped. Flowing and feeling endless. My heart ached, I walked to my room almost collapsing because of lack of nutrition. I’ve barely eaten all week long. I open the wooden cabinet and get out his favorite football jersey. He had his nickname printed on the back “3zooz”. i held onto it and cried.

No one’s point of view:

“M7AMMED!” Aisha squealed as she ran over to his side. He didn’t reply he just cried.

She hugged him tightly trying to calm him down while trying to contain her tears that were flowing uncontrollably.

“He’s in a better place please don’t do this to yourself” she managed to speak inn between her sobs. But she knew now he wouldn’t stop. He’s been fighting his tears for too long and now he was completely back to his depressed self.

Suddenly he stopped crying, his breathing stopped and Aisha felt it as she had her arms around him trying to comfort him. She pushed him back to see him and it was emotionless, his eyes were outlined with red and his cheeks were filled with tears.

“M7ammed” she whispered as she shock his body but he didn’t make a sound neither did he move. “M7ammed don’t do this please wake up” she shock him a little more but it was the same, she searched for a heartbeat but there was nothing. She panicked but reacted quickly.

Aisha sprinted to her bag called for an ambulance and rushed to him. She remembers learning CPR at one of the courses she has attended and she starts. Trying to save her brother with tears running down her cheeks. She screamed for him to react but once again, nothing.