Dreaming Wildly: Chapter 9

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“Why?” I looked at her with desperate eyes as my tears threatened to escape. “What’s so bad about him that I can’t even talk? Is it something he did?”

“Meme he’s not good for you” she held onto my hands trying to comfort me.

“But why” the tears escaped as they trickled down my cheeks.

“He’s a known player around university, I cant let him play you and mess with your heart!” she wiped my tears but I broke down even more by just hearing the news. “You’re too fragile I can’t let him break you like that, I wont allow it!”

“But” I couldn’t continue, I had no good excuse.

“Meem he knows 3bdulra7man too” his name took me by surprise, no one has mentioned him for over approximately a year.

“How?” I managed to speak in between my sobs.

“They’re friends” she frowned and tried to hug me.

“But I don’t get it why is ‘he’ here”

“He lives here now, with 3anoud” everything that has happened a year and a half ago came rushing through my mind like a flood. It made me cry harder. 3bdulra7man is my ex fiancé. He left me for my ‘suppose’ to be best friend 3anoud. He left me and married her. The months after he left me were very depressing but my entire family stopped talking about him like he didn’t exist so I’d forget about him.

I was much more fatter than I am now, I stopped eating and going out and It hurt. The fact that the man I loved was with one of the people I loved and cared for a lot, my own best friend. The problem was, we were together and she knew about it yet she backstabbed me hard by stealing him away. She knew he meant the world to me but she didn’t give a damn about it.

I fell into deep sleep after having that chaotic moment filled with a broken heart and a river of tears. 

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I felt someone poking my cheeks over and over again with their nail.

“Stop” I whined still having my eyes shut. They kept poking my cheek and suddenly started to tickle my stomach like crazy. I jumped out of bed, nearly falling out of it. Opening my eyes wide I see lulu, fara7 and sara standing there laughing so hard they were tearing up.

“Really? Really you guys *sigh* idiots! You know I could’ve broken my foot or some part of my body” they kept laughing.

“Zip it, not a word from three of you or I murder you right here right now” I was a very grumpy person in the morning so my stern voice and death stare helped them shut up.

Hind was still sleeping.

“Sowwy” they all said together in the same innocent tune like they’ve rehearsed it a million times.

“Not buying it” I replied as I got into the toilet.

My face was still slightly puffy because of yesterdays fananza. I straitened my self up washed my face and did my business.

“Faroo7 did you get the things I asked for?”

“Yeah they’re in the hot pink bag on the couch”

“Thanks” I grabbed the pink bag which had my clothes and my handbag which had all my makeup. After finishing everything I went back to the girls.

“Good morning gorgeous”

“Good morning beautiful”

“Get a room” Sara squealed.

“Inty u9 mamnoo3 ttklmain i know it was your idea to tickle me”

“Inshallah 3amity *giggle*”

“So where’s 3bood” hind replied with joy and I gave her a death stare because she shouldn’t just be asking about HIM. “And fahood” she added quickly.

“Fahod, 3bood and m7ammed said something about going to get some coffee from starbucks” mentioning his name hurt, I didn’t want him to be the next 3dbulrahman. I didn’t want him to be with every ounce of my being.

“Taboon shai bagool 7g 3bood eyebli black coffee” I smiled acting trying to act normal but hind knew it, she woult see right through me like I was transparent.

“He asked us already and he took our orders”

“Ok” I walked over to hind and sat on the side of the bed.

“You freak can you not make it obvious” I whispered to her.

“Make what obvious” she murmured back acting clueless.

“You know what I’m talking about”

“What? Just say it”

“My brother” she looked down to her lap and her cheeks flushed.

“This never happened so shut up” she mumbled quickly.

“Banat can you call Dr. Michael please” she tried to change the subject.

“I’ll do it” lulu said in excitement. We laughed at her reaction. "What he's british and hot" she smirked and left the room.

“This is not over later you’re telling me every teeny tiny thing about this, kapeesh?”

“fine *sigh*”

“Good morning hind how are you feeling today” Doctor Michaels popped and as lulu followed behind him.

“Good morning, I’m doing well I just have a slight headache”

“I’ll tell the nurses to give you something for that” he went over to her and made his observational procedure to check on her eyes and the rest of the things doctors do. We just stood there silently.

“Doctor when will I be able to leave the hospital?”

“I’d say in 6 days because your casts will be removed in three days”

“That’s great news!”

“But hind you will have to come every week or two for some checkups or I wont let you go”

"Doctor Michael don’t worry about that I’ll drag her here myself if I have to but we just want her out of here, no offence” I grinned widely to make it convincing.

“Yup we’ll let her come once a week doctor just please let my sister leave we all miss her” Sara frowned fixing up her act of innocence she looks down like she was on the verge of crying but we all knew Sara wasn’t the crying type. Only times she did really cry was when something happened to Hind, her family was defiantly her weak spot.

“Ok fine I’ll let her leave in 5 days, happy Miss Sara?”

“Very” She chuckled as the doctor left.

“6la3ti ly7yn shai6ana Saro! Mu hayna wallah” fara7 smacked Sara’s arm playfully.

Three knocks were knocked on the door.

“Come in” Hind yelled out and the three guys came in. Yes, with m7mmed. They just had to bring him along didn’t they? I hugged 3bood, greeted Fahad  and ignored m7mmeds existence. 3bood handed me my coffee and I sat on the couch.

3bood and Fahad went over to the girls to greet them but m7mmed didn’t follow, instead he came and sat next to me on the couch. NO.

“How are you doing today meme?” ugh his voice but I cant give in now I have to fight this.

“I’m good and its Maryam lwsma7t” my voice was stern and the words slipped out of my mouth without me even noticing, was I too harsh. Well he deserves it.

“Sorry” he sounded pained and I immediately felt bad but my mouth didn’t stop. It was my mind speaking not my heart.

“You should be” I murmured. I should tap my mouth this instant because my tongue will not stop. My inner voice was escaping and it SHOULDN’T.

I got up wanting to go to the gang and so did he.

“3bood, Fahood I’m leaving”

“laissh” 3bood questioned.

“bs t3ban w ‘6ag 5lgi” he looked at me when he replied. Just as he was about to leave my tongue slipped again and I whispered back.

“Say hi to all your girl friends for me will you?” I said it high enough for him to hear but low enough for the rest not to even catch a glimpse of what i said.That was just crossing the limit. I kept cursing myself in my head. Now my inner voice wont come out, after what? Stupid mouth of mine.

“3bood you know what I just remembered I need to take Maryam to the university for some things she missed out on”

“Sure just bring her back in 2 hours so we can all have lunch together” no no no no I cant be alone with him! Not after knowing about him!! It’s different now.

“It’s fine, fara7 and lulu can help me” I looked away facing 3bood.

“5la9 3yal ana mashi”

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Mohammed’s point of view:

I knew something was wrong, I felt it from the moment I got into the room. How she rolled her eyes unintentionally. At first I thought I was just hallucinating but now I know why. She must have known about my past. Things I’ve done years ago but it kept haunting me up to this day. People kept making rumors even though I stopped talking to girls 4 years ago. If only she knew why I started. If only she can just remember 3bdulaziz.